Chairchu's Journey

A few months ago, Lotti introduced me to an anime called "The King's Avatar". Now... I am not a fan of anime. I do watch them from time to time based on friend's recommendation but there wasn't an anime that I am such a huge fan of that I would rewatch again and again. But I did, for this particular one. For various reasons! The voice over for the main character is captivating. I love it. It revolves around gaming. Super relevant to me. Great plot with awesome morals to learn. One of the lines that I take away from the anime was: “只不过是从头再来罢了。” Recently, the drama version of the anime came out. What I like about it is that they actually placed even more emphasis on the moral values that we can learn. One particular scene that stuck with me is this: “杯子变花瓶，换个方式从新开始。” In this scene, the Lady Boss was upset because she thought that Ye Xiu (the legendary professional gamer) has exited the professional realm and she would never see him again, unknow...

Not much explanation is needed for the content of this post. After struggling for 9 months, yes, I have submitted the letter. The letter was first drafted last year, after I got to know of the promotion and pay raise that I did not have. Then subsequently revised a few more times to dampen the angst and steer it towards a more professional tone. Despite preparing for this moment for months, it was still a tough decision to make even until the point where I hit "Enter" to send it out. What am I going to do after submitting this letter? Will I be able to deal with the uncertainties. Where am I going to head to after my last day of work? Can I handle what is about to come? Amidst these myriads of thoughts, I still come to the same conclusion that this wasn't a rash decision and it was a careful choice that I have decided on albeit not the smartest one that I could have made. Between money and sanity, I chose the latter. Together with my dignity.